so as I sit here and try to find the right way to start today's entry I can't help but cry, she is here, peacefully sleeping next to me and I can't believe that she is one year old ...I officially have a toddle but she will always be my baby.
a year ago today, on sept 28/2013 I pushed a 7.12 pounds and 18 inches long baby, not a single cry to the point I was freaking out and asking my midwife if everything was ok ...she was on my chest, her big eyes wide open looking straight to my face, looking into my eyes, i looked at my husband, his eyes full of tears and shock and that's when it hit me: my life was complete, I was the happiest woman on earth.
it's been a year full emotions, a year full of love but full of struggles as well but I wouldn't change a single thing ...Liana Isabella is such an amazing girl full of energy, even when she was in the womb the nurses and drs kept telling us what an active baby she was just by the ultrasounds but God, little did I know ...sometimes the word active is small compared to what Liana is, she sat unassisted by 4 months and by 6 months she was already crawling and pulling herself up with the help of the table or the crib and to my surprise she took her first steps at the age of 9 months, she is a little dare devil, it's like she is not afraid of getting hurt again and again and again ...I feel like people think that I'm a bad mom just by looking at the bruises on her face but I swear I always try my best, sometimes it's just too hard to keep up ...I don't remember the last time I went to pee without having to be screaming "Liana come here, what are you doing?, I swear I'm about to lose my mind" but even when it's hard it's amazing at the same time, she is healthy enough to be that active and that's what matters.
she is very funny and smart, even when she doesn't talk much she still finds ways to communicate with me, she is a daddy's girl but the bond she has with mommy is just inexplicable and she loves her big sister Valentina very much but sometimes she is such a bully that I get scared that vale is going to start hating her lol ...my little baby, not so little anymore ...I could go on and on about all the things that she does but I feel like I already got lost in my thoughts. this is not the type of blog I was planing to go for but oh well.
there's not a day that goes by without me praying and asking for the opportunity to watch her as she grows and discovers the world around her and I hope that as she does that she realizes that her momma will always be by her side, always there for her ..Happy first Birthday to my beautiful Baby, I can't wait to see what this year brings for you and us
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